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Date: 2/10/2011

these are my confessions...

i need serious help. how do you overcome laziness? how do you wake up every morning, do your thing like a groggy robot til you get to work? i don't have problems waking up anytime. my problem lies in actually going to work. like when i'm awake, i take a look at the time and then sleep some more and do it again til later. sometimes i even go as far as taking a bath and then while there, thinking of excuses to not go to work. i know it gets me nowhere but the laziness is calling out to me like some kind of mantra that never stops in my head. does it have something to do with the job? i just take in calls all through out the shift. how about the reason i need a job? a little support for my parents, desire to buy gadgets of my own? are those enough reasons? do i need to have like a child so i can push myself every single day? i know it's my fault but it's been bugging me as to why it's so hard to just go straight to work. i consider laziness like a terminal illness or something. lol. dammit. is there a rehab for this sort of problem? HEELPP!


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