Date: 8/24/2011

turn it around.

Blech. Impulsive. Lazy. Picky. Laid back. Those words best describe me, for this month particularly. I am out of work once more. Won't be starting again until September 5. It's better than the previous one in terms of pay, benefits, vacation leaves - which i love so much - and stability. And its ridiculously near my apartment. Several things i'm really stressing out on are my rent this month, my allowance, and BlackBerry phone! I totally cannot take it from the pawnshop anymore. Shame on me. Truly. It's got the recording of my previous roommates slash friends when i asked them one drunken night what they wanna say to us before they leave. I don't care how much it cost me, though it really isn't cheap. The recording is what i want. Ugh. But i guess it's better this way. Make all the mistakes as early as now so i won't repeat them in the future. I was always deep in thought during these past few weeks and one thing i'm proud of about me is i never thought of giving up. I stayed here in the city by myself, got no money on me but the idea of going back home never came to me. I got myself into this situation, i can make it out alive by myself too. Big words for someone who's gonna end up with large debts but hey, bring it Life. I'm here to stay and i'll go on. (i figured i needed some self-motivation. Lol.)


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